Today I am looking for answers then I spoke to a wise woman who said, don’t stay your life is going nowhere. Please say, “you have been asked to take a new journey that is going to take to new and better things.”
It was interesting to hear her say this, because I had spoken to several people who wanted me to blame myself for life taking turns I am going to have to work for to fix things, change them. Make it more than a germ of an idea.
On that note I am going to digress into the story of my father in law, his name is Herman Segelin and he always included me as a woman with a brain not just daughter in law … the mother of grandchildren or his sons wife. I was instead a student with him, he would say, come in here, as I walked to his study, sit down. He began to teach me Hebrew. And one of his favorite things to say, is, it’s just a germ of an idea now. But it will flourish into something to learn from, to teach, and find answers.
So as for my wise friend Huguette who encouraged me to find the sense of peace and adventure in my looking for this new journey and job. I mean who will hire me at my age. She said, so many gallery owners or shop owners, you have so much potential. You are woman who has so much to offer. So offer it, and shall call you tomorrow and I will watch you work this toward what you need.
Interestingly enough my mentors, and those who believe in me and see my potential are not my family, or even closest of friends, they have always been those who have time to look at us magically as still pure and always past something that takes courage.
I said, it was just last week, that I felt to alone, so sad, and extremely without and looked up the right hand corner of the room, as I always have, it seem my god, is there waiting my newest wish. So I said, its all empty, I am without and really don’t know what I want. So can you please show me.
Well you certainly did open up a bag of worms.. Smile
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